A hatemail

At times like this is when I need blogger and not twitter . I need to pour my heart out and on twitter , its 140-character limit is depressing enough so yeah ,hello Mr.Blog. 

First of all ,play this song to get the 'mood' lol.

 

Okay now..I'm just feeling like clearing my worries,my disappointments and such so I'm gonna write it here . 

Here it goes.. 

I hate to know that I'm being replaced . My spot is being taken by someone new and I hate it, I hate it a lot . I know,I'm not yours & you're not mine but somehow new and I still hate the though of you being happy with someone else . Not that I'm being a jealous fool but I seriously can't stand the sight of her making you happy and taking my place entirely . She calls you the names that I used to call you,she gets the special treatment you once gave to me and all , these things haunt me everyday and I'm not okay with it. 

I hate the thought that I'm being replaced because I know I'm no longer than important in your life . Hey , I have someone I love so much now, really , I do. I have someone new that I love so much and so do you but I don't know why I still think of you,sometimes. I still wonder if you think of me when I miss you. I moved on,I'm over you but somehow you still come to my dreams and make me realize that I still wish I could have you. But hey, let's put that thought behind. I moved on and I don't want to look back, so this stops here . This is probably the 1234567 time I write a blog post about me trying to forget you since my second blog . I hate you,I hate you making me do this to myself =.=  I'm strong but with you ,  I'm breakable . Gosh , ya Allah give me the strength to leave my memories with you behind . I don't want to break anyone's heart ever again .  

I have someone new and I can't just hold on to what's no longer there . MUST. Forget. Our . Memories. And. Start. Making. New. Ones. With. People.Whom. I. Love. 

I'm so sorry .