There was once I wrote a story about you and me .

So lately Twitter has this trend #ThanksToMyEx going on . And I realized that I really miss you . I miss you badly , boy . I don't know how you do it but you have that something that makes me feel like you're 'the one' , you know ? And honestly said , it hurts like crap to know that I'm NOT 'the one' for you . 

So right now , I'm listening to 'Always be my baby' and 'that should be me'. Remember when you sang that shloud be me when you crying ? Remember how beautiful it was ? Ugh I don't know . I keep on telling my friend to move on but me ? I can't even take a step away from you . From us . You're an amazing guy and I just wish that every girl can see that . for me what we had was real . It was like a dream come true , to be loved like that .  

At least bring me back the time when you text me after school . After doing something , you'd stop by to see me in skype .We doing nothing but keeping quiet . But it was comfortable , you know . Being quiet . With you. And when done skyping I got a text and it's from you , and you and a smile spread across my face , making my day . Every single night , you call me until in the morning . We crap like shit . ugh . 

Now ? Bit by bit , I'm losing you . We're hardly text what more talk to each other . Of course you're still there but it's not the same . But it's okay . Promise me you'd take good care of yourself and never get hurt . Promise me that you'll always be happy and live your life to the fullest . 

And boy , one of the things I love about you ? You call me bbiy , sayang and whatever and words that you say 'marry' .

I miss you being mine .