Empty hearts.

I don't know whats wrong. I don't know why I feel like curling up into a ball. I don't know why I want to hide in a hole. I don't know why Im hurting. I feel empty. Empty. Yes. Oh the irony,miss sunshine feeling empty. Dull. Gloomy.

I was happy. I was content. A month ago I felt like everything was in place. And now I feel like someone broke into my room,rearranged everything and Im sitting on the floor feeling utterly lost.

Im sick of myself. No,maybe disgusted is the more appropriate word. And the worst part is I have no fucking idea why. I look in the mirror every morning and I just close my eyes. Disgusted by the sight of myself. How great is that? It sucks that I feel like shit & I don't know how to fix it.