Still alive;

Up and back again! Sorry I haven't been blogging for the pass few days. A tragedy had fallen upon me and I'm back up again to my feet hoping doing other things would help me get my mind off it. I've been super heart broken since Sunday night and I'm really not like this, so, I have come to a realization where I shouldn't just sit down and complain, when I should do something about it. It's either I wait or move on. I'm sort of doing both. See which feels better. If he ever comes to me again, and my heart tells me to take him, then I shall take him but if my heart tells me not to, then I shall move on and let him go. If he doesn't come back then obviously, I have to move on. Still, through all this heartbreak, I have to thank him over two things. To let me feel what I felt and knowing if he doesn't come back, some other guy can make me feel that way again. Second is that he has got me being obsessed with John Mayer. No wonder he's a John Mayer freak. His words are brilliant. They sounded funny at first but now that I'm in this condition, his words are actually really really accurate to what I feel. First 4 days were tough, I kept dreaming of him and one of the lyric in John Mayer's song was "When you're dreaming with a broken heart, the waking up is the hardest part."
Today is the 5th day, so yeah, seems like I'm already starting to get over this whole thing.
So, tomorrow 11.11.11 and it's 111.11pm, While everyone's getting prepared to ask people out and people are getting prepared to be asked out, I'm at home, planning to improve my flexibility. I woke up at 10. Planned to wake up at 750 but couldn't because I set my alarm wrongly. HOW NOOB.

Oh that wish I was talking about in twitter;
There's this place on orchard street, Singapore, where you go up really tall, long escalators and it's really just a bit hidden, or let us say not noticeable because the shopping malls around are huge and we get in through the big entrance door and suddenly, you see this weird tall escalator and think "wtf. yo, someone check this shit out. what's this moth...fu... doing here?" Okay, so that's not the point. I would like to be brought up there by the guy i'm definitely totally in love with from head to toes. Just to watch the city lights from the roof top. Everyone knows how much I love cities. I love lights. I think it's beautiful. so yeah. <3