Monday, 14 May 2012

I wanna be the girl I was again.

where are you sayang ? hmm risaunyaa . something bad happen to you ? I wish I could text you and ask what's wrong . I hear something bad . okay stop it . dalam diam I stalk your life . k fuck my life . can you lempang muka I ? dush dush . haha . hmmm . It hurts me to see you this way. Hurt and all when I know I can treat you much better than she ever can.I tunggu you , tunggu text you , call dari you . everyday . everytime . sometimes I cakap sesorang . mcm 'rindu la' tibatiba je cakap mcm tu . I'm not strong enough . I nak text cakap rindu tapi sangatsangat takut . I taknak nanti you cakap ape lagi , what 'beriye?' okay . hmmm . I still tertanye tanye . banyak soalan nak tanye you , tapi yes I tak boleh nak cakap mcm mane dengan you . you da taknak jumpe I . I tak tahu kenape hati I ni bodoh sangat sampai cakap you still sayang I mcm dulu , like always . padahal tak kan ? you choose this way .

hmm okay this is suck. I tell you this is suck . damien was so crazy you know . He tell me and he want me in front me and friends . that is suck . He serious but I memain . I terpakse menolak . I am so sorry . yes memang dia tak sayang I . membazir I sayang dia mcm tepuk sebelah tangan . tapi jangan salahkan I , salahkan hati I ni . but even he doesn't love me , I love him so much . sorry damien . we can be friends right baby ? anne was 'what the heck mann!' hahaha . we know that andrea minat gila dengan damien . duhh . sorry . hati I mmg tak boleh terima sesiapa selain dia .

I feel so alone without you. hmm yup . okay my kasut sumpah lawa gila . hihi perasan kejap . nak tengok ? esok k?

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