Tired

 

Je t'aime, pourquoi aves-vous quitte ?

I'm so tired . I don't know why but 2012 is just so hectic for me . I'm always busy . It's like I don't have time for myself , for anything as a matter of fact . But honestly , I have ample of time . I swear but I tend to spend time doing unnecessary things and then I feel like there's not enough time to study , revise, do homework , keep up with my girls, etc etc etc . I hate 2012 . It's being such a bitch . I mean , I'm 17 thins year , being 19 is supposed to be sweet . But nope . it's being such a piece of crap to me .  

I don't know but I'll find people getting annoyed with me so much lately . I mean like , maybe because I'm sick . you know ? I feel like I'm a burden to everyone . And at one point I just feel like giving up on everything . But I just can't . I keep telling myself that I'm stronger than this but as time goes by . I'm getting more and more exhausted . I'm just ............ tired . Tired is the only appropriate word to use right now . I'm tired of thinking too much . I'm tired of my days being so packed with tuitions . I'm tired of being a burden to people . I'm tired of failing in love and getting my heart broken . ' So why fall in love if you're tired ?' 

Well , falling in love isn't under my control . It just......happens .