A little catching up to do;

"A dream is a wish your heart makes, when you're fast asleep. In dream you will lose your heart ache and whatever you wish for you keep. Have faith in your dreams and someday, you rainbow will come shining through. No matter how your heart is grieving but if you keep on believing, a dream is a wish your heart makes" - Cinderella, 1950

Every single time I blog, I say the same thing. That I haven't updated my blog in such a long time. I should really stop it. I haven't written in my diary in forever too. My laziness has been growing ever since and honestly, if I were to look at it from someone else's point of view, IT IS SUCH A TURN OFF. REALLY. So let's see.. Nothing much has happened ever since I last updated. OH YEAH, just saying, I haven't blogged in forever because my laptop just died completely. Into the graveyard, dead. Something about my motherboard being spoiled or something and that I have to get it fixed and that it costed a whole laptop and dad got pissed, yadiyadiyada. So instead, dad surprised me with a new laptop. HA HA Hmmmm. I haven't even started studying for my SPM and I'm super duper worried about it. I've been complaining so much about how lazy I can get but I'm doing exactly nothing.
Honestly, I'm worried about that too. Sounds silly, I know but really. Every time I study, I feel so relieved but that'll only last around 30 minutes before I start getting sleepy and "tired". SEE! :( I really don't know what to do. I just wish I had enough will power to study more and be hard working. I envy so many people for having so much faith to do it. I just sit and stare. OKAY LET'S NOT TALK ABOUT THIS. IT'S SOOOOO DEPRESSING.